"Dhara, beta jaldi se taiyar ho jao vo log aate hi honge."

"Aayi maa"

The Singh Pariwar was coming today with a marriage proposal. The house was thoroughly cleaned and new dishes were made.

Everything looked just perfect.

Dhara was sitting in her room nervously tapping her feet on the ground.

"Agar mai unhe pasand nahi aayi toh"

"Vo bahut gusse vale hue toh"

"Kya vo mujhse pyaar karenge ya baki aadmiyon ki tarah sirf datenge"

Her mind was a mess of thoughts she couldn't think straight. She was anxiously waiting for him to arrive.

She only knew a few things about Aakash. He was the elder son of Rajeshwar Singh, a prominent landlord of the village. Dhara had always seen girls crushing over him.

"Dhara neeche aa jaa beta"

Mustering up some courage she went downstairs. Two older men and a lady in her mid forties was sitting in the verandah.

"Aao beti baitho" Usha, the mother of Aakash lovingly called Dhara.

"Aapki laadli toh bhut pyari hai Damini ji"

"Jii sethani ji. Sab kuch kaam aata hai isko. Gaana vgerh bhi gaa leti hai"

"Accha hai. Sab nashta bhut accha bana hai."

Dhara tried to steal some glances of the man sitting in front of her. He was tall, long jet black her that reached till his shoulders, bulky arms and devilishly beautiful features.

His face was devoid of any emotions.

Their eyes met and Dhara quickly looked down to avoid embarrassment.

"Diwakar bhaisaheb humein ladki pasand hai. Agle hafte ka moohrat hai aap taiyari shuru kijiye."

"Jii jaisa aap kahe seth ji."

Dhara bowed down and touched the feet of the elders. She went towards Aakash to touch his feet but before she could touch them he removed them.

She felt bad but shrugged off the negative thoughts. She had already developed a crush on him and didn't want anything to go wrong.

6 days later

All the pre-wedding functions were done. Aakash was already sitting on the mandap wearing his sherwani.

The priest called Dhara, she came out with her cousins and friends. They helped her in sitting by carefully holding her lehenga.

Aakash filled her hairline and tied the mangalsutra on her neck. His fingers did not touch her even for once.

Soon the rituals were done. Dhara cried alot on her vidai. The Singhs got settled in their cars and left for their home.

Dhara was feeling anxious and sad. She looked at him, he was leaning against the window with his eyes closed.

Soon they reached the haveli. Her mother in law welcomed them. She seemed like a nice woman. They had many relatives.

"Bhabhi mai Shruti, aapki choti nanad.

Hum na kal khoob batein krenge. Abhi toh aapko bhaiya ke kamre Mai le chalte hai."

She teased Dhara who smiled timidly in response.

Dhara was waiting for her husband sitting on the bed for her first night.

It's been an hour but there was no sign of him.

She heard the door creaking and someone entered inside.

The bed dipped in front of her. She could smell alcohol in the air and this made her even more frightened than she already was.

"Tum chahti ho ki hum kuch karein tumhare sath?"

His deep manly voiced her ears. She was sitting there frozen not knowing how to react.

"Hum jabardasti nahi karenge. Tum chahti ho ki hum chue tumhe?"

Dhara knew that she couldn't deny him.

She meekly nodded her head and handed him the glass of milk placed on the bedside.

He gulped the glass in a one go and kept it back. Shifting towards her he lifted her veil and removed her jewelleries quickly as if he was in a rush.

He made her lay down on the bed and kissed her neck. His kisses turned into harsh bites.

His hands went towards her blouse and he opened it along with her bra. Dhara's hands quickly moved towards her chest to hide it with her hands.

"Hath rakhogi toh kaise pakdenge hum inhe" He removed his kurta and started opening the knots of Dhara's lengha.

The knots were too tight, due to the effect of alcohol his hands were trembelling.

Not able to open it, he hovered over her and kissed at her cleavage. He licked all over breasts making Dhara moan in ecstasy.

He took her bud in his mouth biting it hardly. He kept sucking and biting both of her breasts. It was rather painful than pleasurable for Dhara.

His hands moulded her breasts with immense force. A loud shriek escaped from her mouth.

"Jii laa..gg rahha hai"

"Dhee..re"

Not responding to her, he lifted her lengha and he removed her panties.

"Aaj se pehle kiya hai ye kabhi?"

Dhara widened her eyes at his unexpected question. Do all the husbands ask this to their wives?

She shook her head in a no.

His face still had no emotion as if no of this was affecting him.

"Lagega phir. Bistar pakad lena."

Was she not supposed to touch him while doing this.

Before she could think of something else, he entered inside her with one brutal thrust.

She didn't even know when he got rid of his pants so quickly.

The pain was immense. She tried touching him but he was sitting with his legs folded while she was laying down on the bed.

Tears formed in her eyes thinking that her husband didn't even let her touch him.

She thought maybe this was done like this only.

"Aur lgega abhi." True to his words it pained a lot when he started pounding inside her.

He was rough,very rough. Her face was drenched with tears.

His hands that were next to her thighs reached upwards and moulded her breasts harshly.

The skin was already sensitive because of his bites and now it pained even more.

After railing her brutally for ten minutes he finally came inside her with a loud groan.

Dhara was already drowsy, she was already half asleep.

Aakash tapped her cheeks which made her open her eyes.

"Jii?

"Jake saaf kar khud ko" Acknowledging his command she got up with the support of the headrest. She expected him to help her but that didn't happen.

She somehow reached the bathroom and cleaned herself.

When she returned inside the room, he was sleeping on his back naked. She covered him with the bedsheet and changed her clothes.

Switching off the lights and Dhara laid down beside him. This was not the first night she had dreamt of.

She looked at him and a smile crept on her face. Maybe time will heal everything.

She kept on looking at his face and eventually fell asleep.

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